Past, Present & Future

Someone just lectured me abt the above mentioned topic... He told me to live in the present and to view the past as a history...Long gone...Even my boss advised me to overcome the obstacles I'm facing... Everyone is saying the same thing!!! My ears are bored to death!!! Come'n I can't bear to listen anymore.. I believe all earthlings would say the same thing to me!!!

Although I may not like to hear it, I know they're right...Super right.. But.. and However...I can't even let go of my past and I can't see my future.. Even my present seems vague.. I know what I've got to do.. And I shall not procastinate further... The time has come.. but not now, not tommorrow, or the day after next, next week or next month...

Timing is crucial when we believe that something has to be done.. After all, delaying only worsens the situation.. Life's a neverending journey... Our physical form may be dead but our mind will not.. Our mind is a form of energy... And like science had proven, energy can neither be created nor destroyed... Energy can only change to another form...

So, you see... I may be dead in my physical shell, but my mind will still be here... It'll still exist no matter how hard we try to destroy it... The only problem is which form will it be? An insect? An animal? A human? An Angel? A wandering ghost? A devil? I'll never know... Neither do you...

Of course, death is scary.... I tend to dwell in the past for no apparent reason... The present is painful... I can only look forward for the future.. Yes, time will heal for most of us.. But not for me... Time'll only prolong the sadness, pain and anger inside me...

Not to worry... Like I said, all of us will have another life whether we want it or not.. The only downfall is that we cannot choose... We've to accept whatever form we are destined to be... I'm only scared that I'll be something worse than a human... But there'll be a chance that I'll be a human again... Am positive.. Just have to wait for the right timing...

The past, present and future is always in our hands... We decide what we want to become...

Cheers~~~