Words cant describe how i am feeling at this moment.. i realize that it's super duper hard for me to get out from this hell that i've created by myself.. Do hope i can help myself... But i just can't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH........
Someone i've known for so many years can just end everything in less than a minute! And in less than 1/2 a year, 'It' is actively involved with some other homo sapien happily... How can that be? How can 'It' managed to move on so very quickly but on the other hand, i'm stuck in time??
I admit I'm pure jealous... At this very second, i feel there's a huge tornado coming towards me.. Thousands and even millinons of sharp needles are poking my heart and my soul... And i'm letting it be.. A dumb human being like me don't deserve to live neither in this world or even in other planets for i cannot keep a positive attitude...
I really hate myself.. My insanity is freaking me out.. Honestly, I don't know how long more can i last.. I'm like a seed on a ground, waiting for the wind to take me away from this miserable state of mind..
Cheers...
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