Life can be so beautiful yet ugly..or simple yet complicated.. It totally depends on our own perspective, ur own opinions, views.. bla bla bla etc etc..
But at the end, i still can't figure why am i torturing myself to keep reiterating what i say...even by just exercising my fingers to type this, my mind is still rewinding and replaying back unnecessary thoughts that'll spoil my mood... Hate myself for it..
Sometimes, i blame my heart for becoming the stimuli.. it gives my mind the green light to go ahead with it.. There u go..My heart is partly to be blamed too.. Also, i'm not emotionally strong enough to hold myself together..
Whether it's either my heart or my brain, the final verdict is, i'm jz a fool..A pathetic, miserable fool who just doesn't know how to quit my nonsensical thoughts..
Sadness, fear and guilt encompasses my everyday life.. i'm not gonna say anything further.. it's just empty..if only my cup would be 1/3 full, i'd be contented..
Cheers...
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