Happy & Happier...

Sigh.. After so long, I'm finally cured! Eureka! Eureka! Happy at last!!! Hahahaha...I can laugh my heart out...LOL...

Well, life isn't that miserable after all.. Life isn't that gloomy when there're people around who really truly cares.. If there isn't, just give ourselves a chance to venture out and meet genuine kind hearted people around us... There are...We only need to reach out and life will definitely be a better place...

I should be very angry and sad as I heard from a friend that there was a 3rd party in the relationship.. But what the heck?! I don't give a damn anymore... He can do what he likes cz I ain't gonna torture myself anymore...

Thinking back, I was f***ing stupid to wanting to end my life.. Yes, I admit at times I really do want to end my life but I can't bear to leave the people I love and treasure most right now... My parents, family, friends and MYSELF...

Okay.. Enough of that whining...Hehehe... Today I had a nice dinner with 3 gentlemen... Nice and successful people... Great company too...Hahaha...Don't get me wrong... I've no intention to rush into a relationship.. Just getting to know smarter and successful people.. And who do I thank? Well, someone who's named after a gas...Hahaha.. She should know if she's reading this.. She's a real babe...

On the other hand, there's someone very very nice.. He's always happy and cheerful even when he's down.. Accompanying me throughout the day via e-mail...So you see, there're MULTIPLE LOADS OF POSITIVE ENERGY.. Again, thank you very much to him.. He should also know if he's reading this..

On top of it, my colleagues are getting funny and funnier everyday... Especially those who are in my department.. Really have to thank them for numerous analogies and rational explanations they've given to me...

Hmm.. Can't wait to go out with someone really positive tomorrow.. Need a good night's rest.. I really hope to pen down my once pathetic but now happy life again... To anyone who's reading this, it's alright to feel awfully sad... Cry it out loud and move on with your life.. Cz there're really people who cares... Even if you feel there isn't, I will care for your well-being..

Whether you're dumped or just plainly upset about anything, life isn't that hopeless after all.. And never ever go back to the person that've neglected you.. Never ever... Why? Cz he/she's not worth it anymore.. Trust's broken... And please UPGRADE yourself.. Be smarter... Who told me this? It's the babe I mentioned... Learn more and you'll see the difference.. Widen and broaden your knowledge, not only your social life.. By the way, my Mandarin is improving tremendously...

My mom actually told me it's a good thing he dumped me... The reason was, he can't even afford to buy our house's toilet... Can you imagine this analogy? She reiterated that it isn't because he has no money or whatever, it's because he's very complacent and has never done anything to improve himself.. Till today, I admit his English really sucks even after working for quite some time.. The worse part was, my mom actually told me that she was thinking of buying a house for us if we were to get married.. OMG!!! My mom...

However, I wasn't brainwashed by those statements... I will never regret knowing him; just taking it as tough lesson to be learnt in life... And I will still not see money as the most important thing in life.. I can truly love someone who is not so financially independent provided if he's a person who's willing and not shy to improve himself.. Not a super duper lazy person... Someone who doesn't live in a nutshell... Wish me loads and lots of GOOD LUCK!!!

Cheers~~~